Peaceful, easy feeling

I don't know what it is... maybe months of acupuncture, possible the prayers and positive thoughts from family and friends, could be my minds complete inability to think any more 'what if's, or maybe it's just my souls' knowing that everything will be alright...but I feel ok. I feel like whatever is going to happen is happening with or without my worries, fears, or hopes. Not that any of those feeling are wrong or useless but I know feel that the strenghth of this little girl's spirit far outmatched mine, and she is the one calling the shots...I'm just helping her get to her goal of life.